school

the fall semester has kicked off and i'm really regretting growing up and not having "the college experience." the drive there, even though i only go twice a week, is a pain in the ass. everything is pretty much the same. i wake up early, get to school and wonder how i even got there due to sleep deprivation, i still get the same up and down stares from people, i'm not even awake by the time my last class starts, then i race back home and take a nap.
i absolutely hate it. it was discover fest at my school this past week and i really want to join clubs. i feel like clubs are so key to networking, that if i'm not in one, i'll never be able to find potential employers. the first thing i asked each booth i was interested in joining was, "when are the meetings?" and none of them fall on a tuesday and thursday. just my luck. things would be so much easier if i just lived in fullerton. but i don't. i already struggle paying for gas; constantly transferring money from my savings to my checking account.